JubileeOfPuppies

I think I'm gonna throw up... This is... very difficult for me...

I finally decided to link up my old, Jubilee account to my current residence on Deviantart... and that means I might reconnect with some people that I've been far from for a long time... I've actually done this twice now- make a new account. I was using one called EdenBurnsTonight for a while, but it didn't last, and I abandoned it... Now, I'm finally making myself a permanent place on the internet, and I'm not going to let personal issues dictate whether or not I'm content with it.

So here. I don't know why you would, as my work is impossibly different now, both in style and context, but here I am. This is where I've gone.



I'm not gonna pretend I was never Jubilee, or that I was never Eden. I'm just going to accept that I'm not them anymore, and that I'm finally settling into who I actually am. I'm a new person, whether that be a good thing or not. I've descended into a lot of darker interests, and lost a lot of what made me who I was... I've gone through some hard times... I don't know if it was worth it, and I don't know if I'm a better person for it. Rather, I kinda doubt both... But at least I'm forcing myself not be afraid of my origins, my misconceptions, and my childishness.

So hello. My name is Riley, and I think this is the first time we've met.

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, so I deleted all of my posts, except for the requests and gifts,m as those are only half mine. No, I am not disbanding from DA, as I have done previously with a few unnamed websites. I am simply starting fresh. If some random, really nice person wants to give a premium membership so I can change my username, that would be awesome! ...
Jk, jk, I would never ask such a favor from even a person I knew!

Anyhow, I've yet to decide whether I'm going to continue using this account, or simply create a new one to finish severing myself from the former JubileeOfPuppies. I realize that what I'm saying will only make sense to about two people, if that

Should I make a new account, I will inform you all of it here immediately, not that there's many of you to inform, which makes things really easy Anyone that I simply talk to who is not one of watchers, I'll let know personally through a note or comment on their picture. I don't know why I added that, as they wouldn't be reading this anyway, so I guess I really didn't have to add it, but I felt like expressing the logical side of me for once, as I've very illogical lately and it's starting to irritate me to the point of arguing pointlessly with my eight year old little brother about whether his Legos are light or regular green, or something in-between, like aqua, even though I'm sure he doesn't even know what color that is, rather he probably associated it with water because I often ramble about what few Spanish words I know and I'm sure he's been unable to forget the one that means water because I constantly use it while talking to him as I'm antagonist in coherence to my siblings and just really seem to want to give them really rough day once in a while, while I do still make them happy and make amends, cuz I'm not a mean person, per-say, I'm just not an overly friendly person, at least not in person, though on the internet I'm apparently very nice O____O

So... Yeah... Should I make a new account, the name is likely to be Latin. I like dogs.

EDIT Yeah, I'm probably gonna make a new account.

I wonder if the reason I can never get a story going anymore is that I put too much thought into it.... My stories rely more on character than on story, so naturally my characters have to be interesting. I think I manage to succeed in that, but in order to do so to my own satisfaction, I can't just stop with one character, I have to create all sorts of complicated bits to make them even more real to my readers. In the end, I have a story with a handful of cannon characters erupt into something with at least twenty cannon characters.

Keep in mind, I write fan-fiction, meaning there's no shortage of usable characters. Believe me, I tie my OCs into the actual story line too. But somehow, despite hoe entangled they become with the original cast, I still end up with two dozen OCs, all mentioned, written, and explored.

One example of this is my Naruto fan0fiction, Endeavor. I've attempted it seven times, and am considering writing it again. It started out with about five important characters, and now I have at least thirty-four cannon OCs inserted into the plot. Nearly a;ll characters are planned to make an appearance via present story time or flashback. I think about three or four of these OCs will only be mentioned by other character, rather than actually appearing in any actual scenes.

If I think on a larger scale, I have at least sixty OCs for the anime Naruto alone... About fifty of them would be major, the other ten or so are supporters. I know it's rather, um, sad that I have so many characters and so much time invested into something so idle as fan-fiction, but who really concerns themselves with such matters?

Anyhow, without suggesting I weed out some of my OCs, as that WILL lead to the creation of MORE, anyone got any ideas as to how I could start a new story? I'm still leaning towards Naruto for fan-fiction, vene though I'm more interested in Bleach as an actual manga right now.

On a side note, anyone know if Wolf's Rain is any good? I was referred to it, I saw an AMV, and I've seen pictures. IT looks interesting, and depressing, basically something I'd read/watch. Any thoughts?

Sorry once again to my watchers for uploading so many drawings at once -_- I'm lazy, so I update a month's worth of stuff in a day

Anyhow, I'm going to try doing more fan-art than I previously though I would, mostly concerning Bleach. I think my like for that anime is starting t surpass my devotion to Naruto

Anyhow, just though I'd let you know I feel the pain of watches updating too much Sorry again for that!

I still do requests, though, again, my drawings are iffy anyhow

Sorry for the bombardment of drawings too my watchers! I needed to compensate for not uploading anything

Anyhow, hopefully I'll start updating this more frequently, so wish me luckiness in that matter! Leave comments! It encourages me

I'm still doing requests, though, I'm not all official like some people are. Just ask for it right on my page and I'll get to you quickly. I prefer having a drawing to work off of, even if you think it's horrible. I redraw things for my little sister all the time. If you can't provide a drawing, than giving me a full description is fine. Or, you can suggest an idea, as tends to do

Requests are not commissions! I don't charge money! If I was a better artists, has an awesome coloring program, and a PayPal, I'd do commissions. But my drawings are only decent, on paper, and photographed.

I love doing requests and they're completely free. I also don't care what you do with the drawing, so long as you don't don't take credit for it. I also won't upload it unless I get your clearance first

Thanks for your time! Ba-bye!