I think I'm gonna throw up... This is... very difficult for me...
I finally decided to link up my old, Jubilee account to my current residence on Deviantart... and that means I might reconnect with some people that I've been far from for a long time... I've actually done this twice now- make a new account. I was using one called EdenBurnsTonight for a while, but it didn't last, and I abandoned it... Now, I'm finally making myself a permanent place on the internet, and I'm not going to let personal issues dictate whether or not I'm content with it.
So here. I don't know why you would, as my work is impossibly different now, both in style and context, but here I am. This is where I've gone.
I'm not gonna pretend I was never Jubilee, or that I was never Eden. I'm just going to accept that I'm not them anymore, and that I'm finally settling into who I actually am. I'm a new person, whether that be a good thing or not. I've descended into a lot of darker interests, and lost a lot of what made me who I was... I've gone through some hard times... I don't know if it was worth it, and I don't know if I'm a better person for it. Rather, I kinda doubt both... But at least I'm forcing myself not be afraid of my origins, my misconceptions, and my childishness.
So hello. My name is Riley, and I think this is the first time we've met.